Why Koala? What Pilgrim?

Koala is what my boyfriend* believes I would be; if only God had decided to made me as an animal. Kayla, as he describes, is sleepy, small, loves to hug, curls when sleeps, and again, sleepy. 

Koala is an asocial animal, who spends approximately 15 minutes a day on social behaviours - which describe my deep inner side. As you will find further if we have a chance get to know each other very well: socializing exhaust me. so bad. 

He does mention 'cute' but... yea better not putting it here. Hehe.

Pilgrimage is a journey taken for spiritual motive. Whatever I do in my life is currently done for one aim: to find my true self; and I consider this as the most spiritual move one can do. No fixed destination has made and I will let it be that way. This very personal adventure of mine is a sacred pilgrimage for I tried to be deeply coherent with my senses and subconscious.
Anything I post in this blog is some little pieces of challenges, obstacles and/or special phenomenon I have got throughout the journey.

So there it is! A Koala in Pilgrimage, is primarily describing my current circumstance. 

If I grow to be a beautiful skinny woman, I might not be a Koala anymore, maybe a Giraffe or Pegasus. And if I get to the point that I content of myself and do not feel any urge to get into any further journey, I might not be in a pilgrimage anymore, maybe busy counting my never-ending golds in my huge vault or simply start to chill and not thinking about anything. 


(*Update! : We broke up months ago. Sad, I know. No, not really. Everything's good, we're good, but things just did not work. Lel, it's "ex-boyfriend" now. Cheers!)

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